Friday, February 12, 2016

Shadows of Him by Debbie Zello



Shadows of Him

By Debbie Zello

As many of you know, (at least I hope you do…) I am a book reviewer and I love to read. And sometimes I just truly get into some books, and some are just… you know, a good read, and worth enlightening others to. And then there is always a book that just jumps out at you, and you truly just can’t get enough of it, and sometimes there just aren’t even the proper words to explain the fascination behind the book. Hopefully you can comprehend what it is I am trying to say….

I have just read the most amazing book I think of in my time. It was like being told a story, if you will, by another person as I read it. I don’t know what it is about Debbie, and her story telling ability, but when she reads to me, I feel like someone is literally reading ‘to’ me. Call me crazy, I don’t care, I know what I feel. 

I can read her books in just one setting, and I relax, even though someone is being taken from me as I fell in love with them as I read them. Missing from me, and I need them, I go to my facebook messenger and contact Debbie, “He’s gone!” She tells me “Yes, but keep reading.” I inform her I am upset. I was in love with the character and their relationship, you will be as well….

Dr. Alexzander Blackburn, who prefers to be called Zan, has a proposal for Aisling Coutier, a beautiful med student with, you know…needs. And Zan, he truly thinks he is something special, and honestly, he is. And his proposal leaves a lot to be desired. 

And then Lia text’s Aisling with: “Holy hotness Batgirl.” Because she seen Zan and was like wow, now that is something to take home to enjoy.

So Aisling decides to share the proposal that Zan said to her with Lia: “The “I want to have sex with you and absolutely no strings attached,” kind.” Lia couldn’t even believe he was ballsy enough to say that. So Aisling even added, “He did. According to him, he’s great in bed too…” Yeah confidence too! Zan was truly one of a kind.

But Aisling couldn’t help but be attracted to him still. And she kept remembering her own Mothers words in her head to, replaying them, trying to protect herself. But yet still, it didn’t work.

Eventually it was too late. She couldn’t fight him or their attraction any longer, it was like, they were meant to be. She couldn’t explain it. It was like she just belonged with him, every essence of her. 

Together, he was right. They made beautiful music and enjoyed one another. They were the perfect couple, they even looked at houses together. They were building the perfect relationship, the kind everyone dreams of.

And then one day, she just couldn’t find him. He was gone. Where had he gone? They hadn’t argued, they had even had plans. But to no avail, no where, he was simply gone. No explanation, no “Dear John” letter, no answers of any kind.

And then Aisling learns the inside story. Or the story finds her. The president of the Witches, Euthia Simmons, knew Aisling needed answers, that’s just how good of a witch she is. “You’re here about Dr. Alexander Blackburn.” 

Aisling thought someone else informed Euthia, but no, no one did. And Euthia had all the answers that Aisling needed, all of them, in detail. Because the witch had her own spiritual guides, without genders and heritage who told her things, before they happened, to prepare her. “Now do you want my help or not?”

Alexander Blackburn had slept with a woman, who he had no intentions of marrying. There was a founding member of the coven, her name was Alice. She shared the stories with everyone in the coven, passing the stories along through time. Alice put a curse on Alexzander, to keep him alive. Alice and Alexzander can never be killed, least wise not permanently. Together this spell was in cahoots with the Devil. This is where Aisling learned that the love of her life was almost four hundred years old. 

In order to remove the spell that was already failing as time went on, four things were needed. However, the hardest part will be convincing Alice to let go of Alexzander, and move on, because she herself, was very much still infatuated with him. We also learn that Alice may have even caused the actions of Zan in the first place, to be the non-marrying type of guy who just sleeps around.

Luckily Euthia convinced Alice to see things the way of Aisling wanted. She explained they would both end up stuck anyway, the vortex was closing, that this was the best option.
Alexzander and Alice must return back to 1692 and start everything all over again, and make the right choices from there. Alexzander is told, the only way back to the real world, is to his real love. And this time, they both need to make the right choices.

Aisling wished she had known about the fact that Alice and Alexzander would have to start over, and return back to 1692. You could tell she still had doubts, even some about Alice, and even the love of her true love. She wasn’t sure if Alexzander would ever return to her.

Five days go by, (in the book itself) and I am 98% on my kindle, growing frustrated. The only thing that kept me not going insane, was Aisling and Carter meeting a dog named “Damn it.” As I was still sitting there, wondering, and waiting, impatiently, I get to this part and nearly die busting out laughing. I say out loud, “Damn it get out of the bed!” My dogs (three of them) jump out of bed and give me evil looks. I had been sitting there quietly reading for hours. And then I bust out with that. I am laughing. I can’t stop laughing. And then I get annoyed with myself because I left Aisling waiting around on me. Because of me, she was left waiting even longer. Damn it again!


Here I am at 98% on my kindle and here is where I will stop. Leaving you wondering about Zan, the 348 year old hunk and whether or not he makes it back to Aisling, and whether or not they live happily ever after or he stayed with Alice.

I probably have already told you too much. But, I just don’t want you to not read this “Shadows of Him,” I need you to read it. The back cover does it no justice in gripping you enough to want to read it. I feel  a better description could have went into writing the back of the book than that, no offense to whom ever wrote it. 

Needless to say, this book, is a perfect five star book. An excellent comical, intense, historical read. Something worth reading, and enjoying over and over again. I truly enjoyed this book immensely. I felt like I was being told a story, directly by the writer, and it was just so totally enjoyable I couldn’t put it down. If you want something worthy of your time, get yourself a copy of this book!

Here are my questions for Debbie:

1. OMG I have NEVER written three pages of notes for a book. This was intense! So what made you write this book and how long did it take you?
You made me laugh aloud.  Zan started talking one night. He was confusing, because his story was of a paranormal nature, with witches and spells. I liked him because he was so different from the other characters that invaded my dreams. I was writing another story at the same time as his, so it took longer about three months to finish.

2. How do you pronounce the name Aisling Courtier? Is it pronounced fancy?
I loved her name. It's Asling with the I being silent and the A is long. She is a simple lady with a fancy name. 

3. Did you do any research for this book?
Yes, lots of research. First, I went for a ride around New Haven, Connecticut. I found a house that I thought could be Zan's house. New Haven has a large amount of Victorian homes. I ate at the restaurants in the book. 
Then I went to Salem. I found Rebecca Nurse's house. It's still there in Danvers. Walking the grounds of the house, the graveyard in the back where they believe Rebecca is buried, was amazing. I stayed in a B&B, I walked through the old graveyard in town, I left flowers on Rebecca's stone in the Memorial area. Salem is rich in history.


4. Do you have photos or descriptions of ANY of these characters?
I found a picture of a portrait of a Victorian era man. I use it as a teaser for Shadows. It resembles Zan in my minds eye. 


5. I love the dog named "Damn It" I shared this entire book with my husband. He truly enjoyed that comical part too! Whatever made you come up with that?!
I thought Damn it was a perfect name for a dog. "Damn it get down, Damn it come here." I have a funny bone. It was just a thought and it went into the book. 


6. Are you familiar with witch craft? Or even Salem?
I'm not familiar with witchcraft per say, but I'm fascinated with the concept. Throughout history, woman have been accused of being witches. Be a little odd, or have a physical difficulty and bam, you're a witch.  In the case of the Salem witches, it was a concerted effort to take property. If you were a witch, you lost your property. If you look at a map of Salem Village and Salem Town, the accusers are on ins side of the map, the accused on the other side. Knowing the history, you can see exactly why the whole thing was done.

7. The recipe for the cure. Did you create the four things needed? Or did you research them?
I came up with that when I was in Salem. Zan didn't finish the whole story. I wanted there to be a way out. I didn't want it to be a forever thing. I needed an end. 

8. I loved his proposal in the beginning. I mean, after-all, he 'knows' he's good in bed. And then Lia's text: "Holy hotness Batgirl" I so love how you write! Is this how your characters tell you to, or is this 'you?'
Yes, that was the characters. That's exactly what Zan said. He liked the fact that he's attractive and the ladies love him. At the beginning he was a real Neanderthal. As he went on, I could see it was a crust that he needed to protect his heart. Knowing he wasn't hanging around to have a future with any woman, meant, he had to be aloof in order to survive. 

9. Did you also study and learn about Covens?
In Salem, there are active covens. I did speak to two women that said they were in one. Unlike the accepted concept, witches don't stir big caldrons of, eye of newt. They are active in woman's issues and PTA meetings.

10. Do you keep a notepad or recorder by your bed? (For your dreams?)
I have a pad and pen on my nightstand. It's funny, sometimes I hear one word. An unusual word that I have to look up. If I get a whole story, I have to get up and write. I've gone to bed at 9:00 and been up by 2:00 writing. 

11. Please provide your links to social and books:

Debbie Zello Book list and links 

Facebook @
Twitter: @ZelloDzello1

Romancing Broadway by #DebbieZello 
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Middle of My Bridge 
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Shadow of Him
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Elizabet Under the back staircase 
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The Viscount's Vices: The Love Story of Brook and William
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Raising Ren and Cowboys: Sequel to The Viscount's Vices William and Brooks Love Story
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Love's Labyrinthine: Five Stories about Love's Twists and Turns
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The Kiss Me Chronicles: Four Short Stories about Love
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Amazon link 

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Facebook Page




13. Anything to add:
I find history so interesting. I had a teacher in high school that made it more than dates, wars and stupidity. She came to school dressed as a Pilgrim, witch, Colonial, and WW2 USO volunteer.  Everyone in her classes left with a renewed appreciation of those that came before us. She came to school wearing pantalets, chemise, and corset to show us the seven layers a proper Victorian woman would wear. After watching her get dressed, I was very happy to wear my jeans and tee shirt. 



About the Author:
Debbie has always been an avid reader, but writing was not her interest. That was until an illness gave her the time and inspiration needed to begin her journey in words. After writing down a few chapters of a story that had whispered into her head, she gave it to a few friends to read. The rest became her first book, The Kiss Me Chronicles. 
Debbie freely credits her stories to her muses, the characters themselves. They occupy her thoughts and dreams, presenting her with their narratives on their lives and loves. On occasion, she has tried to put her own take on their story, only to be quickly corrected by the true authors.
Debbie has traveled extensively and has a deep love of American history. Her novels are often based on historical events as well as places she has visited. She is also an amateur genealogist, having traced her own family roots.
Debbie currently has eight published books with many more in various stages of production, including a tetralogy of 'what or where is your safe place.' She is also branching out of the romance/historical romance genre to include a teenage appropriate story based on Dorothy's(The Wizard of Oz) great-granddaughter, Dee, and her adventurous shoes. 







Thursday, February 11, 2016

Against the Wall by Dorothy F. Shaw



Against the Wall

By Dorothy F. Shaw

For those who don’t know me, Dorothy is one of my favorite Authors. I in fact found this book on my own, searching out a book to read of hers, because I was truly desiring a true orgasmic read. Yes, you read that right. And I was hoping there was something out there of hers that I might not have read yet, and when I managed to get to Amazon I found two books, and this one was just listed.

So I started reading it, and then went to Dorothy to yell at her for not telling me about it. That’s how I know it was just listed. I also know some of the answers to the interview questions I ask, before I even ask them, but I did that for you, my readers. ::wink!::

As I opened this book, the first thing that grabbed me, was the dedication. That in itself, will make you think, and it truly goes along with the book, trust me, at the end you will completely understand the dedication even more so.

“Dedication: This short story is dedicated to anyone who’s ever had to let someone go-regardless of the fact that they were still deeply in love with them. When the pain becomes so great, sometimes, we are left with no choice but to save ourselves. And yet, we still wonder….what if?” ~Dorothy F. Shaw

Jake and Maggie have the most loving and orgasmic relationship that you could ever desire. They truly love one another, and the sex is just absolutely perfection.

They truly enjoy one another, but it just seems as though as you are reading this, it is like there are commitment issues. And it is like 'awe come on', are we ever going to go any further, and get more serious, and make the relationship into a real relationship? A true and everlasting keeper kind of forever type of love. But it is like at a sit still. And as you are reading, you just know that Maggie seems to want more, and Jake just seems to be stuck. But on the same token, you know that yes, they do love one another.

And then, comes the “Dear John” letter. I stopped reading. I said out loud, “Oh no you didn’t!!” And I reread it again:

“Please wait, because I’ll be back and than I’ll give you all of me. I promise. Always Jake.”
Um no…Dude.  Wait for you? To what?! Grow up?! Do you realize she could find somebody better? What while you are out doing what? Playing the field? Drinking? Doing what you want to do?! Just sit here and wait? NO! Are you for real?!

I kept reading, Maggie knew better than to just sit there waiting, even though she knew she loved him even still. I calmed down. I was angry, and sad, and crying. I could not believe my eyes. I felt bad, and sad, and…oh my goodness this book just tore me up from the floor up.

At this point I knew I had read a five star book. Real emotions and real feelings, and real life. People truly do this, and this really happens, and I just read the ever famous “Dear John” and “Wait for me” game.  Many people have gone through this, and some are lame enough to wait. Their choice.  I know this is something so heart breaking, because we’ve all had relationships. But the fact is, things like this cause many to go into depressions, without even realizing. 

“Against the Wall” is written so realistically that I just couldn’t put it down, and it brought out so many feelings that I enjoyed it immensely. This book is truly worth the read, and as usual Dorothy has kept the readers entertained and on the edge of their seats. Again, this, as with all of Dorothy's books, are a five star read. You need to get it, and read it. You will be "Against the Wall" yourself with so many emotions, trust me!

My Questions for Dorothy:

1. What made you write this book and how long did it take?

I wrote this book - aka very short story - in 2010. It was part of my journey into writing, and I was definitely still learning when I wrote the first draft of it. I honestly don’t recall how long it took me or even what made me write it other than an idea came to me so I ran with it. At the time, it was the longest story I’d ever written. Since then, it’s gone through several rounds of edits, especially a couple of months ago when I decided to self publish it on Amazon. 

But here’s a little more history for you: I have a rather methodical mind, and I tend to follow a process. So, I wrote this and when I was done, my next goal was to write a novella—20k words tops. That novella was called “The Office”. Needless to say, that novella turned into a novel, which turned into a series, and became what we know today as Unworthy Heart, book 1 in The Donnellys series.


2. What made you decide to self publish this book?

Simple: This story does not have a happy ever after ending. It doesn’t even have a happy for now ending…although in my opinion, Maggie does what she needs to do in order to find her own happy ending. However, you can’t really sell a story with no HEA or HFN in romance or erotica to a publisher. Plus, its a very, very short story. Because of all of those factors, I really felt it was just best to put it up myself and see if anyone reads it. My though is, there are many people who will likely identify with the story. Many people know what its like to have a broken heart, myself included. 

3. Please tell everyone what you already told me about your cover:

Ah, yes. The awesome cover was designed by my ex-husband, T.D. Hoffman. He’s also a writer, and co-wrote my first book published called Spare Hearts. T is one of those good at anything he does kind of guys. It’s one of the many awesome things about him. And although he’s my ex, he makes all my promo items or covers for self pub works for me. He also helps me plot on occasion. Because we are still friends, it makes doing all that writing stuff together easy. It also makes co-parenting our kids easy too. 


4. Do you have photos or descriptions of Jake, Maggie or even Jen?

Nope. LOL Sorry. But…according to what I wrote, Jen has curly dark brown hair. Maggie has thick blonde hair and Jake has long dark brown hair. That’s about all I believe. See? I was still learning a lot when I wrote this story and honestly, I left the rest up to the readers imagination when I got it cleaned up to publish. =)


5. Have you ever received a "Dear John" letter like Maggie’s?

I don’t know if I’d call the letter a “Dear John” because Jake wasn’t breaking up with her really. Rather he was once more turning his back but at the same time trying to make sure she was there for whenever he decided he was going to come back. I like to call that “fuckery” for lack of a better word. But yes, I’ve for sure had someone cast bait like that and in some cases, over and over again in order to keep me on the hook. And it didn’t have to come in the form of a letter. Something like that can come in all forms…text, voicemail, email, or face to face.


6. What are you working on now?

Right now I am writing Jaded Heart, book 4 in The Donnellys series. =) It’s due to release November 2016.


7. What is your favorite place to write?

I write in my family room, in one specific chair. When I show people my special chair, I say: “This is where the magic happens.” LOL 


8. What helps you carry out these delicious orgasmic sex scenes?

Ummmm…Well, I wish I could say that I’ve done every single thing my characters have, but sadly, I haven’t… I mean really, that would be pretty crazy and awesome at the same time. And does anyone ever ask a horror author if they draw on real experience when they write about killing people? Nope. LOL Truth is, much of it is just good old fashioned imagination, it’s what we writers do. A bit may come from past experiences, sure but then in the end, I just write what the characters tell me. I do what ever they say! And they are really demanding. LOL 


9. The dedication- has that happened to you?
Yes. And only because it’s you, I’ll add that I’m walking through it right now. 


10. Please provide your social and book links:

http://www.dorothyfshaw.com/
http://www.facebook.com/DorothyFShaw
https://www.facebook.com/TheDonnellysseries
https://twitter.com/DorothyFShaw


The Donnellys Series:
SHATTERED HEART - 

DEFENSIVE HEART - 

UNWORTHY HEART - 

Single Title: 
AGAINST THE WALL - 

THREE TIMES LUCKY - 

SPARE HEARTS -  




11. Anything to add:
Just that I always appreciate your support of my writing. Thanks, sweetie. <3


 About the Author:



Dorothy F. Shaw stumbled into a career in Corporate America and has spent the last 18 years climbing the corporate ladder. A fan of journaling about her troubles, she started an online blog in 2009, and poured her emotions out for all to see.
As luck would have it, the first post came out in the form of a poem. A few authors she'd met online encouraged her to write more, and in the span of 2 years she wrote over 150 poems. The poems led to short stories, which blossomed into novels. Evident from the very beginning was her voice as an author that is real and packed with wit and sarcasm. Her stories will always include complex, broken people trying to figure out how to start and keep a relationship as well as lots of hot, steamy sex. As Dorothy sees it, the journey is the best part.

When she's not writing, she's a mother, and a friend to many. She truly lives and loves in technicolor!
Dorothy welcomes emails at: dorothyfshaw@gmail.com and can also be reached at Facebook.com/dorothyfshaw, @dorothyfshaw on Twitter and www.dorothyfshaw.com.



Against the WallAgainst the Wall by Dorothy F. Shaw
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

For those who don’t know me, Dorothy is one of my favorite Authors. I in fact found this book on my own, searching out a book to read of hers, because I was truly desiring a true orgasmic read. Yes, you read that right. And I was hoping there was something out there of hers that I might not have read yet, and when I managed to get to Amazon I found two books, and this one was just listed.

So I started reading it, and then went to Dorothy to yell at her for not telling me about it. That’s how I know it was just listed. I also know some of the answers to the interview questions I ask, before I even ask them, but I did that for you, my readers. ::wink!::

As I opened this book, the first thing that grabbed me, was the dedication. That in itself, will make you think, and it truly goes along with the book, trust me, at the end you will completely understand the dedication even more so.

“Dedication: This short story is dedicated to anyone who’s ever had to let someone go-regardless of the fact that they were still deeply in love with them. When the pain becomes so great, sometimes, we are left with no choice but to save ourselves. And yet, we still wonder….what if?” ~Dorothy F. Shaw

Jake and Maggie have the most loving and orgasmic relationship that you could ever desire. They truly love one another, and the sex is just absolutely perfection.

They truly enjoy one another, but it just seems as though as you are reading this, it is like there are commitment issues. And it is like 'awe come on', are we ever going to go any further, and get more serious, and make the relationship into a real relationship? A true and everlasting keeper kind of forever type of love. But it is like at a sit still. And as you are reading, you just know that Maggie seems to want more, and Jake just seems to be stuck. But on the same token, you know that yes, they do love one another.

And then, comes the “Dear John” letter. I stopped reading. I said out loud, “Oh no you didn’t!!” And I reread it again:

“Please wait, because I’ll be back and than I’ll give you all of me. I promise. Always Jake.”

Um no…Dude. Wait for you? To what?! Grow up?! Do you realize she could find somebody better? What while you are out doing what? Playing the field? Drinking? Doing what you want to do?! Just sit here and wait? NO! Are you for real?!

I kept reading, Maggie knew better than to just sit there waiting, even though she knew she loved him even still. I calmed down. I was angry, and sad, and crying. I could not believe my eyes. I felt bad, and sad, and…oh my goodness this book just tore me up from the floor up.

At this point I knew I had read a five star book. Real emotions and real feelings, and real life. People truly do this, and this really happens, and I just read the ever famous “Dear John” and “Wait for me” game. Many people have gone through this, and some are lame enough to wait. Their choice. I know this is something so heart breaking, because we’ve all had relationships. But the fact is, things like this cause many to go into depressions, without even realizing.

“Against the Wall” is written so realistically that I just couldn’t put it down, and it brought out so many feelings that I enjoyed it immensely. This book is truly worth the read, and as usual Dorothy has kept the readers entertained and on the edge of their seats. Again, this, as with all of Dorothy's books, are a five star read. You need to get it, and read it. You will be "Against the Wall" yourself with so many emotions, trust me!

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